Do I know that I can’t marry him? Yes. Do I know he is going to break my heart? Yes. But I need love and affection. He is the only available source right now. He cheated on me and I allowed him to use his sweet tongue to win me back. I’m breaking my own heart but… Yolo I guess.
in Confession
Connotare 
This is really not healthy babe! It’s one thing to be ignorant of it but it’s entirely another thing to intentionally hurt yourself. You gotta learn how to get over shits like this for your own good. Sure we only live once but the KEY is to LIVE and not merely to EXIST.