I smoked jay for the very first time, about 6 weeks ago and it hit me bad. I felt my head explode and it took me to a realm of when I and my baby’s dad were madly in love😩 it’s one thing I always try to forget about. Now I’m stuck! I feel like I’m running mad. I feel lost. I’m just keeping up appearances because of my son. each time I look at him, I see his dad and I fall crazy in love all over again for him. He left me. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m lost!!! help me!!! please! 😭 I do things out of the norm. it’s getting crazy😭🙆🏾‍♀️ I just want my baby back but he won’t even talk to me 😭 I feel cursed