I haven’t been calm the way I want to, I keep abusing and insulting my girlfriend. Now she said she’s done with me, what do I do. And I don’t want to tell her mom about this, she talked to her for me the last time. My life will be miserable without her, I do love her!
in Confession
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If you love her like you claim, what have you done about your inclination to abuse and insult her? It’s obvious that this isn’t the first time.
I doubt she stimulates this skill of yours by offending you but even if she does, you can settle things civilly.
You probably love her and that should inspire you to seek out ways to not make her life miserable. If you don’t, then i hope she finds the courage to leave you and then maybe the resultant miserable feeling you will experience will inspire you to do better.
NO ONE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR REACTIONS BUT YOU. DO NOT BE CONFUSED.
I wish you love and light bro. I’m rooting for you.