I know a lot of us relate to having terrible fathers but am I the only one who wants mine to suffer excruciatingly while I watch. Not wishing him death or anything but I want him to see me so successful his heart aches so much he wishes he could reverse time. But he can’t. So he would live the rest of his days lonely, alone and in regret.
He has caused me too much pain to deserve any happiness from me. And please preachers of love keep your sermons for your dads. Don’t disregard my truth.
in Confession
I sense so much pain…