Is there something better out there or should I accept my faith? I’ve never had complete true love in my life and I’m tired. I want to kill myself. I’m in so much pain. Everything hurts. I have everything apart from complete devoted love without one party holding back or trying to be smart. Please help me. This pain is unbearable. I don’t know how long I can keep pretending that everything is fine. I just want to slit my wrist and finally rest.