Last night was the worst ever, I feel so dirty, lost and feel like killing myself. A longtime friend of mine forced himself on me last night, if I had known I would have refused to talk to him again. He threatened to tear my clothes and dump me outside that’s why I let him have his way. He threatened to take my clothes away and leave me naked that’s why I let him have his way, is there still hope for me and a way to deal with him? I’m just 19 and weak.