I’m the most useless person I know, i hate that I actually say this about myself. I suck at every damn thing. I never get anything right. Since I was born. It’s too much now, I’m graduating next year and I’m very scared, 1, I’m not sure I’ll even graduate and I don’t know what I’ll do after then. Reality just bloody hit in. I’m so depressed right now. I’ve also wasted a better part of my strike and my life have just gone past me too and I don’t even know what I did with it. I’m tired guys. I’m trying so hard to not self harm but I’m going crazy. I’m going crazy.