I’m depressed but then I hate to accept that lol. I’ve had a lot of issues with women which didn’t even make me want to trust any Delilah gender 😔. At some point I discovered to be happy as I’ve always wanted, I have to love as I want to be loved and these females… you understand lol. I wish I can get a daughter out of wedlock get DNA test done after birth to be sure she’s my daughter and I’ll love her the way I’ve always wanted to. It’ll never be a waste going extra hard for my daughter ❤