I feel lost, depressed and useless, no friends, no comfort. I’ve tried so hard, worked so hard but problems keep coming, I’m just twenty and tired of life, I feel like God don’t even care, maybe he has his favorite. I’ve been a good girl, decent, smart but yet life keep dealing with me, I don’t deserve it and I want to die. I have numb feelings, and I enjoy seeing other people in pain too, I hate everything created. I enjoy hurting other people, it makes me feel good. I don’t even believe in God anymore 🙄