Thing is I do love my mom, however she makes me sick. She is the most negative, insane yet most caring person. I love her in the sense that I’d be sad if anything bad happens to her. However I hate her in the sense that her voice disgusts me, she tone makes me want to vomit, she completely lacks manners. I joined an NGO group and she said the group looks like a Cult group. What makes her think I won’t use her head for money if I was a cultist? smh. I wish I didn’t exist because of her.