I have finally given up on 9ja and life

I have close to 8 PGD admission in Europe, US, UK and now Canada. Am about paying my fees for this Canada own but exchange rate is messing me up, now it’s remaining #1m and I don’t have it, deadline for payment is 5 Aug. There’s nobody to help me, I am my families last hope.I think I meant end my life tomorrow if I don’t get help.