Presently I dont know what to do, I have been battling with depression and it’s eating me up, I cant do this anymore, I just want to end it. The person that understand me said he can’t continue with me because he thinks i am doing it on purpose. It is not my fault, i am trying and it is not working up, i am tired of living. Presently i am at work but am down, can’t wait to just go home and end this once and forall. Am gonna miss my family