TODAY MAKES IT SIX YEARS SINCE IVE BEEN RUNNING …
I’m a twin, third of 5, grew up in a very toxic-Dysfunctional family, I got compared to my twin every slightest thing. My Mum says all sorts of Nasty words to me, telling me how I’m a failure; How I am a mistake, how she knows I don’t deserve anything good. Fast forward to when I Got to university, I developed really low self esteem and always made sure I avoided anything that’d make me go home or see them or even talk to them. I’m 24, dropped out of school, did runs for a year, founded a business. My mum’s been asking to see me, I don’t want to. I’m running, I want to. At the same time I feel empty, I feel bitter. I don’t know for real ….I just …