My dad called me a “total disappointment” because they called him from school to report I was unserious and would not be allowed to take exams. I’m on second class upper for now, I’m smart and everything but his constant issues with my mum makes me overthink unwilling. I’m even starting to feel numb on the left part of my body. I called my aunt to pray for me because I’m scared of dying. I’m under pressure and tension and it’s just happening to me. I’m just eighteen, I don’t want to die yet. I’m scared but I feel it everytime I want to sleep. I even have to ignore sleeping at night because I’m scared of not waking up💔