I feel so shitty and embarrassed right now, I don’t even know why I’m crying. So my 5 months old ex which I’m still crazily in love with. He has a WhatsApp number which hasn’t been functioning for a while now. Due to the fact that it’s not working so I feel my message can’t deliver so I went to his DM to write about my feelings and all that how much i still love and miss him bla bla bla. I found out about his recent girlfriend and I went to his DM to blast as usual to cut the story short. The number is working now and he has seen all the stupid stuff I wrote there. The messages are more than 100 I’m sure. Imagine how he will feel seeing 100 messages from me. What the fuck was I thinking. I feel so shitty and embarrassed right now, I just want the groud to swallow me and I don’t even know why I’m crying. I feel so stupid. I always write them in my diary what was I thinking..did I think he won’t get that number back or what. I fucked up. I’ll never be able to show my face to him again😭😭😭😭

One comment

  1. You are only human… You did nothing wrong… Don’t be so hard on yourself 💕.
    Go and get a cup of ice cream 🍨

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