I was raped just before i turned 18. After that, i decided to use my body to get what i wanted, after all, of what use was i? I was naive and stupid. I couldn’t open up to anyone, mum was late, dad had left (not an excuse though). I started hookup, got into school and got worse, threesome, foursome etc. I had 2 abortions. Now I’m 22 with 35 body count. I feel stupid. I REGRET! I’m with the most amazing guy now, but I’m taking these secrets to grave. I just can’t tell him about my past 💔🥲