Depression

Depression is about to finish me, nobody talks about how sexual abuse ruins your life forever, i just want to be happy. I am 22 and I’m still getting panic attacks if someone touches me. I try to open up to all the men I’ve been with but nobody understands, vaginismus Is ruining me also. Anyways I plan on commiting suicide soon or sedating myself and getting someone to penetrate I just hate my life. My mum hates me too I’m really going crazy lol I can’t even afford therapy lool. I still can’t believe that 8 different men molested me for 2 years consecutively I was just 6 and till today I’ve never found closure

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