I’m literally so tired of everything and loosing my mind, had to drop out of school because I was forced by my parents into the department (Sciences), I’ve always been an art person. I was the best in secondary school then but I was forced to study sciences and it affected me badly in university hence why I had a whole lot of carryovers so I had to drop out. Now watching my mates graduating soon makes me really really sad, I’m happy for them but so sad and feel like shit, now I’m just here doing nothing😔. It really hurts seeing your mates doing so well while you’re just there. It’s not jealousy, it’s just the feeling of feeling worthless😔.