With the intense heat i get from family i would have thought that God would be fair to me, alas! I’m not entirely bad, never done anything out of the ordinary nor anything shameful, i pray my eyes out and put in efforts in my work, but nothing profitable to show. I blame this country but i also see many making it, why am i any different? I really wish i had the heart to just do something irrevocable but would yeild something meaningful, I WANT TO BE FULFILLED!!