I had nightmares last night about the shooting in owo,but this time it was my church. (I’m Catholic). So somehow this hits, funny enough I’m in Uyo. I’m the first girl/child but I’ve always felt like both first girl and first boy although I have a brother(14). I’ve crammed all the entrances and exits in our church. I need to watch out for my family in the little way I can while I’m still here. I’ll be japaing in a few weeks and I’m so worried. I’m giving myself five years to get my parents, siblings, boyfriend and a cousin outta here. They can Japa their people later. I hope it’s not too late by then. Taah, Godforbid. I for mad be that.