I feel like I’ve lost it already, so turns out my ex is doing great without me and so is all my colleagues and I’m here doing my best which is literally what others would say is their worst LORD AM I A WOODEN SPOON? because what the heck fact is I’m not even grateful for life because I’m making no use of it If wanting to end this my life which is full of suffer and regrets and stop been a burden to other is what is termed suicidal then so be it Wish me luck in my next life ❤ &💡