I’m 24. I have a boyfriend, I love him so much. I’ve tried to stop cheating on him but it’s hard. I mostly cheat because I love sex. I love being touched. Love to explore. I sometimes make out with girls too. When I was younger, my cousin, their cook and my older neighbor tampered with me. Different times and they all threatened to kill me if I told anyone. My boyfriend is out of the country since November last year and I’ve not had sex with anyone else, I masturbate always. I’m so scared. I don’t wanna cheat . I don’t want to.