No connections, no support from parents nor siblings. (They all look up to me even though theyre older anyways…) All my brilliant ideas are no good without any support. I’d really like to be able to provide for me and family but no way in view. Am counting on God now. I hope there’s a bright star ahead. Don’t even have hope of eating this minute. Am glad people don’t look like what they’ve been through, otherwise I’ll be hideous but thank God for this beauty!