Dear Patrick

I still care about you but I really think it’s time I be sincere with my self and just tell my self the truth. I’m done with everything just done, done with you playing with my head and my feelings. I’m tired of you just being selfish and only thinking about yourself, why’re you like that? You weren’t like this before. You keep coming back and messing with my head bringing me back to square one for God’s sake we broke up 4 years ago!. I know you know how I feel about you and that’s why you do this but right now I’m really mentally and emotionally exhausted and I have nothing to give again. I really just want to be free just like you! I really really care about you and I always will heck you’re literally always on my mind 24/7 but I don’t want that anymore, I want to be free and I’m slowly doing that, I still don’t really know how I’ll let go of you but I’ll try- for me, I’ll do this for me. I love you and I hope that your life is amazing and you get everything that you want. ❤

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