Last year DEC 5, my ex boyfriend proposed to another girl a day to my birthday which got me heartbroken for months, we stopped talking because I was so traumatized, I can’t love any guy again even till now. I started dating a guy last two weeks but I am not feeling anything and I complain about little things. My ex begged me last week, we are talking now and I think I am still in love with him, he is getting married next month. I can’t get over him