I am female and am Bi. My girlfriend got depressed early this year, tried to be there for her in every possible way but she pushed me away and got other persons in her life instead. It was really sad but now am depressed and sometimes all I think of is sleeping and not waking up because that’s only when I have peace. I try my best to smile but then this thoughts comes back and all I feel like doing is shading my blood and I have no one to talk to that understands😭😭