I’ve been thinking about you a lot this week, I alway think about you, you’re always on my mind. I started reading this book and it reminded of you. I think it’s just because I really miss you, I don’t think it’s the book. I miss kissing you sha, a lot! Literally everything in me wants you, my entire body wants you. But I can’t have you, cause you have no idea how I feel and that is some fucked up sad shit. I just wish you were here with me, I miss cuddling you in your room lol. I miss everything but I hate that you have no idea how I feel. You just ghosted me like that, just quietly stepped out of my life like that and then you say you care about me? How is that possible Patrick?