I don’t know what to do

I’m only 19 and I don’t know what to do with my dad’s problem, sometimes I like him and sometimes I don’t. There’s a small issue that happened to me last week and all he said was “a child that wants to kill himself will kill himself, that he’s old (he’s not that old tho) and doesn’t want trouble in his life anymore” and he curses me heavily upon that too. I am thinking maybe I should just leave this house, i don’t know but am only pitying my mom because I really do love her and I take care of her so much, also I do take care of dad sometimes by giving him money, but with the curses he rains on me anytime when I make small mistakes always vex me alot. To go rent a house outside at 19 isn’t that bad and I can do that on my own. One of the reasons I don’t want to leave this house yet is because anytime my mom and dad has small issues my dad usually rains curses on my mom and if am not there he will beat my mom but I always stop him from doing and I say to myself that if anytime I go out and come back to see my mom get beaten by my dad I go do something for am gan.

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