I wrote on here about going through tough times few days ago, the day i wrote here, tears was actually flowing on my eyes, few hours later my phone got stolen that same day, (had to borrow my friend’s phone to write this) I was extremely sad and i felt God doesn’t love me looks as if the whole world was against me. Nobody loves me. My mental health is at stake, everything is just looking somehow to me and i keep praying to god every single day. it is just so frustrating when things isn’t going how you want it. i just hope God doesn’t forsake me, before i end it all myself.