Life is so hard on me right now, I’m actually typing this in tears in my eyes, I feel like I’m not trying hard in as much as I put my best in everything but it seems not to be working out for me. I feel like ending it, but i don’t want to make my parents and siblings sad, because they actually depend on me. Everything i look at my parents I feel sad because they are already getting old and I really want to take care of them, because they really tried their best bringing up me and my siblings. And i don’t want to do what my friends are doing to make money
I don’t have anyone to talk to, everything just seems to be against me. Life isn’t fair on me.