I’d be doing something random, think of him and I find myself crying, then I’m back in bed feeling like a hopeless piece of shit, crying and trying to figure out what I did wrong. My boyfriend I thought I’d have a future with ghosted me and this is the worst pain I’ve felt. I don’t want to call again because it’s the only dignity I’ve left though I’d give anything to hear his voice. Does he know or care how much I’m hurting😭