Gem and scared

I recently started seeing this girl. She’s been a miracle. I stopped my bad habits, cut off other females, stopped smoking, became closer to God and honestly the feeling is quite different. I’m in too deep but I’m scared AF. Here are my reasons;
1. I don too chop breakfast
2. Her family seems quite rich and she obviously is in a better financial position than me. I worry I can’t keep up. Her friends, guys asking her out have got money, cars and stuff and I’m just fixing my life. I worry I might not be enough. Her birthday was lit with expensive gifts from her friends and I got her a #20k jewelry even when I know her ideal gift but I couldn’t afford it.
Just pray for me because she’s a gem and I don’t wanna lose myself or mess this up because of my fears.

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