No one that I’ve known or I know has ever suffered from depression. So I didn’t always believe in it. Since March, I haven’t been myself. People said I’ve changed and I also noticed it too. I don’t eat, mood swings, anxiety, sleepless nights, always indecisive its killing me. I don’t have anyone to talk to. Told my bestie and she just laughed. I’m about to loose it. My mental health. Last week I deleted all my contacts, still don’t know why. Suicidal thoughts here and there. I’m just staying strong for my younger brother. I need help.