Everyone thought i’d be fat when i hit puberty because i eat a lot but i grew up to be a slim lady, after so much criticism and taunting words that made me feel insecure, i started using pills to gain weight, after gaining weight. My people started saying my cheeks are too big, my stomach is big and i need to stop whatever i’m using. Right now i stopped and everyone is saying i’m too lean, some are even saying it is because i left my bf that is taking care of me and my sister told me today that my pictures look ugly and i look like someone that is starving. I’m suppose to go on a date today but i lost my confidence already and he’s going to get stood up.