It well

I have never had this feeling to commit suicide even when I had nothing I hoped and believed it wasn’t gonna be fine
But today !!! I just had this feeling of committing suicide , am tired of everything, everything damn thing . All my life I have always been an option I thought when I start a relationship it would be better but it got worst. I am always a second place, in my family from my relatives even in my relationship it fucking hard. It harder than I thought I don’t know how long I would have to pretend for
I also matter !!!
I also want to be a priority, it hard faking it
I also want people to care for me I also want people to give me attention
Today was worst !!!
If I ever give you one day know that I tried a lot I fought hard I tried

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