Recently I lost 100k Dollars, Crypto wan finish me, I have been having feelings for months now that I am not feeling like my usual sef but at the same time I think this new me is better. If I lost such an amount or half before, I won’t go any where I will call in sick at work but this new me is not sad. I don’t know if this is good or bad, it’s like my body is telling me to be sad but my mind is happy. It’s like I have hope somewhere and its getting worst, still I am not sad. I don’t know if anyone has ever experienced this before. I think I am just numb but more of hopeful where the hope is coming I don’t even know.