I’m soo tired of everything, I feel I’m on the wrong path, can’t seem to do things I wish for. I feel so lonely with so many people around me. I thought dating someone really older would make me feel better, but it’s just a merry go round, it’s been couple of years now, I still feel the same. I don’t feel suicidal, I just want to leave this state of mind. Loneliness and depression keeps digging down my heart everyday. I hope I don’t cross the line of suicide one day 😞😞😞😞😞😞