I have been in a happy relationship for 4 years, which might lead to marriage. But our financial stage isn’t moving, Like 2 months enjoyment, 4 months of serious hunger and lamenting and I keep praying but nothing is working out and my boyfriend is also not good in bed (2min). At some point i just want to breakup but I really love him because he’s so caring and responsible, 70% of me still wants him. I am so confused.