I’ve been in the worst, most toxic relationship, I’ve tried breaking up severally he refuses, he’s very adamant and obsessed. This week’s beating was the height of it all, after round 1 then he’ll apologize, then I bring up break up he starts round 2. I had to stop keeping it in, I spoke up, told his family. I think we’ve separated for good this time.
I expected to be very happy or relieved but I’ve been crying since he left, no appetite,I don’t feel any joy. Haven’t felt this much void in my life. I know I’ll heal no matter what I’m facing now, it’s better than going back to that relationship.