I am 22 and I have never had a real friend, I always played alone as a little child even when I belonged to a group of friends later in school, I was never really anybody’s friend. It’s all fun and all until you don’t have anyone to share your pain, confusion and ideas with. I don’t know if anyone else experiences this but sometimes I just talk to myself loudly like i’m talking to someone. Loneliness is choking me.