Just found out that my 22 year old cousin is getting married and to top it all she’s already a medical doctor. She’s one year older than me, I’m 21 years old and I’m still battling with ASSU over here. It’s even the fact that she’s getting married that’s tripping me, I’ve only had one boyfriend all my life and that was when I was 17 lol, I’ve been single for 4 years, my romantic life is not only thing that sucks, my entire life does! I have no idea what I’m doing, I really don’t want to end up sad and alone and still living with my mom, it’s getting tiring. I want to do something to earn my own money you know, I want to feel secure a little bit. I’ve tried 3 different businesses and nothing has happened positively it’s depressing. Every time I’m on Instagram or Twitter is see different girls my age doing things, earning money, and just basically figured out their lives already and then there’s me, sad lonely and just plain lonely, it’s depressing fr, really depressing