After typing this long paragraph to this boy I’m in a “situationship” with, I came to the realize that I have abandonment issues, which stemmed from my childhood family problems. I’ve been to scared to accept his proposal for me to be his girlfriend because I’ve been paranoid about him leaving me eventually…so I push him away constantly so that I don’t get attached but that’s my biggest fear. I’m fooling myself because I’m already attached😔