I feel I don’t have a purpose in this life. I just go through life and I don’t even know what I’m doing. All the days are empty with nothing to do and I barely remember what happens daily because nothing ever happens. I just feel like I’m Nothing.
in Confession
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I have never slept with someone else except for my boyfriend and it’s looking like I lost him already because he’s falling in love with another girl after I did something that hurt him but my problem is I feel no sexual attraction for any other man except for him i can’t even because I see other men as irritating creatures when it comes to that aspect and I’ve prayed about it..I don’t know what to do .He was the one that disvirgined me maybe that’s why but the way it’s going I might end up becoming celibate for the rest of my life if he breaks up with me