I’m about to sleep with a married man this weekend, I don’t know how to feel, I’m really against it, I graduated from University, no Job, rich family members won’t help financially, I can’t even boost of #1k in my account, I can’t make subscription on my own phone, the ways I beg for money from people is really becoming shameful, i think my conscience is dead, I’m not feeling guilty about it, not at all.