I feel disgusted by my actions.

It’s been 4 months we started dating. We were friends at first. Spent the night in her hostel last week, while I was asleep she checked my WhatsApp chats and found out all the shitty things me and a crazy friend of mine has said about her (these are stipid jokes guys make about girls). All the things she saw were things I said before we even started dating and these are things I can never say if we were dating during those times. I told her that’s the past but I don’t think she’s seeing it like that and she doesn’t want to believe anything that’s coming from me anymore. She wants me to earn her trust again but it seems hard because it’s drowning me. I feel bad because I created this for myself. I just want this to go because she’s been good to me😔.

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