I knew he had a girlfriend but I still continued to audition for his love. She broke up with him because she found out about me and he claims he wants to be with me fulltime. Before they broke up, I entered a relationship because it was a fresh breath from the toxicity. Now, I’m with both of them, as their girl and not their girl (if this makes sense). I love my ex but I will never trust him. I can’t leave my boyfriend because I’m scared he is into deep shlt. Omo. Can’t believe I carried this entanglement into 2022. It’s not like I’m planning to end up with any of them.