Every December I always have fever with the sores and everything but his year it was different. The sore brought big black spots at the side of my mouth and my face recently started breaking out. I have been insecure if my face since then wearing face caps everywhere so people won’t notice. Today I did a video call with a guy, he shouted Jesus and ended the call and said he won’t like us to go out again because of spots. I’m crying here not even because if the guy but because of the spots, it’s very big and ugly and it’s making me very sad. I have to go to church tomorrow but I don’t want to because people will start looking at my face again. I wish I can just have clear skin again.