I have this friend, I have known her since 2018 we really close , we’ve been there for each other a lot but there is something that I don’t like about her. She can call anytime making me believe she wants to commit sucide or somebody wants to hurt her, she had been doing it since 2018 and I’m very vulnerable. I believe her everytime and the crazy part is she will switch off her phone after saying things like that. She did it again on October and I told her that’s enough I don’t want to be close again. She is my only friend and my best friend and I miss her and she will never reach out during misunderstandings not until I apologize first. I always want to be the bigger person I don’t know if i should just let everything go or reach out again I have no friends.