I’m sad, maybe suicide will do.

My family did a Christmas gift presentation today and all I got from them was a body perfume, bathing soap, shoes, and some other goodies. This makes me feel bad because they are indirectly trying to tell me I smell bad. My other siblings got laptops, smartphones, cash, and many more. I have a condition called, trimethylaminuria (TMAU) 😭😭😭😭😭 life is hard living with this. 😭😭😭😭

I understand suicide is not an option, but 10-minutes of pain to death is nothing compared to the pain I go through every day. Do you know what it feels like to go out and people mock and hold their nose around you? Do you know what it feels like to cry yourself to bed each night or have no friend? I’m a lady and 22. I order a toxic substance online, and I will do it next month.

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