I feel like a lot of things have been going wrong for me. I don’t know if I just have bad luck or God is punishing me for something. I’m a very good person and I’m too young for everything to be going so off in my life. I’m very grateful for life, family and good health but every other thing that is happening to me especially financially when I need it the most is messing with my head. So many expenses in my head on very important things I have to magically provide money for and now my laptop decided to break. I’ve been so numb for the longest time but this laptop breaking made me cry like a baby. There’s so much I’ve been keeping in. This laptop breaking is just like a good reason to let it all out. I still trust in God but my faith is shaky.